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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Got this song long ago but chucked it in my itunes and i didn't realise how beautiful it is.

It's now playing on my blog.

Check out the lyrics.

Aviation - You Were My Everything

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

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Transformers - 3.75/5 Stars

Tranny rocks. haha just kidding. Anyway, Transformers was a nice show. The visuals were good and the movie was funny!! I think the funny parts were better than some of the action scenes, where they zoomed in so close and everything just whizzes past and you can't see who and what is happening. Or maybe it's cos i was sitting two rows from the front. Oh and Megan Fox is really hot. hotHOThot.

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Happy Birthday Xiao Wen and Ching Hui!!

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Friday, June 29, 2007

Maths is finally over. I'll be glad if i can get an S. Horrible.

Yeah Common Tests are OVER!!!!

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Oh yeah i just watched Jackass2 and it's da bomb. It actually made me say wtf as many times as i did during the chem paper earlier, and mind you that's alot.

the Jackass movie series are actually brainless yet smart scenes that amuses/disgusts/shocks/stuns you with the ~~crazyhell~~ crazyfckingashell things they do. The perfect thing i need to take my mind off the exams.

One more day y'all.

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what the fuck.

Today's chemistry paper was meant to be failed, especially the MCQ. One and a half minutes per question which needed 5 minutes each to work out, and might still not be correct. It's so crazy that everyone was smiling after the exam. Maybe it's nice to know how everyone else will prolly fail with you too but what the hell. While doing the questions halfway, they somehow reminded me of those IQ tests that you often take, which requires you to identify patterns and choose the correct option for the next shape etc. That's exactly how it felt like for the insane organic chemistry questions. I'll be glad to get 30/100 for Chem.

The only nice part of the exam was that someone was playing Umbrella and Thnks Fr Th Mmrs (In case you haven't realise it's the song playing on my blog now) on the piano outside during MCQ. It's dam nice la it makes me wanna learn piano instead of chemistry. RnB and alternative rock played on piano is just dam cool.

phwaor.

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Oh and Chris Benoit murdered his wife and child before committing suicide. Shit i used to like him when i was young and still watched WWE.

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Check out Shawn Kingston's Beautiful Girls. It's a real catchy song, anyone who has it please send me.

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Monday, June 25, 2007

I Hate Econs.

Basically i hate studying. i've felt the full force of the dread of studying this past week. Everyday, it's ur brain agaisnt time. Cramming as much information in whatever time that is left. At the same time hating it as much as ever. It's a torture.

Random Fact: Rihanna's Umbrella kept playing in my head the whole day and i on my laptop just to listen to it.

C'mon 3 more days.

Endure...

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Couldn't sleep last night... was tossing and turning around in my bed till almost morning. It's times like these that many many MANY thoughts came into my head. Intense thoughts about almost everything. Why did it end up like this.

Thus today, i was tired out after the physics paper and slept till now.

Screw Econs.

On a brighter note, here's a joke for you readers who don't like me ranting (which is predominantly what i blog about these days).

Why was the rooster so unhappy?
Because he only got laid once and it was by his mother.

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

ONE MORE NIGHT AND ONE MORE DAY!

Thnks Fr Th Mmrstns...

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Monday, June 18, 2007

Create your own Friend Test here

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I realised that my saturation point for studying is roughly about 4 hours. After that i will start to completely lose concentration and drift away. Damn 4 hours a day isn't enough!

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With or without religion, you would have good people doing good things and evil people doing evil things.But for good people to do evil things, that takes religion. - Steven Weinberg

how true..

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

Yeah im back.

Spent 5 days in malaysia with nobody to talk to except my parents. Not that im anti-social or anything, maybe i am a little, but there is the language barrier + culture barrier + age barrier that i have to overcome if i wanted to interact with my other relatives at all. Thankfully i could understand some basic cantonese so that i know what's going on most of the time. The wedding preparations and the wedding itself was an experience. So many traditions that i have never even heard of during the ceremonies and stuff.

Sometimes, it makes me wonder. When i grow up, will i still be meeting up with my uncles and aunties and cousins and nephews and nieces in Malaysia. At first i didn't even want to go for the wedding but my parents forced me to go. She's my cousin but i can barely remember seeing her more than 5 times. Many of those that attended the wedding i don't even recognise at all nor do i know our relation. It's like, we are cousins and yet we are so distant. It doesn't really feel like family at all. Although i want to know them more, but i doubt that will happen when it comes to my generation. I only see them once or twice a year and we barely talk. It's kinda sad whenever i think of these things after im back in Singapore.

Now, it's time to mug up for CT2s.

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Saturday, June 09, 2007

Ocean's 13 - 4.25/5 Stars

Yeah i love the Ocean's trilogy. Smart and sleek, they're sure to make all other thiefs and robbers jealous. It's cool how each of them are good at a certain aspect and when they all get together, they seem to be able to pull off anything. How each of them, totally random guys picked from the streets managed to work so well together. Ah it's just a great movie. It's fun to see how an asshole loses 500 million in 3.5 minutes too.

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I'm leaving for M'sia for 5 days, till 14th June. Relative's wedding. 5 precious days of my holidays will be gone =/

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Saturday, June 02, 2007

Health and Fitness Past and Present Challenge today.

Which also marks the end of my HnF life.

It was fun actually, played soccer basketball volleyball and badminton. However i skidded on the track and fell down stupidly while playing soccer, now i have a freaking abrasion on my left knee that has pus and antiseptic cream mixed together and it stinks.

That aside, the 23rd batch has no doubt gone through thick and thin, ups and downs. We barely pulled through i should say but still it's a combined effort by everyone of us that we managed to get to where we are today. Although it'll sound weird and all but yeah, i will miss HnF. Let's come back for PCC in december!

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We accept the reality of the world with which we are presented

I know i'm kinda lag only watching this show 9 years after it's released. But if you haven't watched it please do. It does make you think about how we normally just accept the things around us as reality, not questioning nor daring to discover more. We just accept things that we hear or see, mostly because we are lazy to think for ourselves?
Also, what if our every single move or action is being watched by some body. How much privacy are we actually having. It's scary to think about it.

However one thing i don't understand is, if the studio is an enclosed dome, how did some of the non-actors for example the girl he likes get into the studio. And what ARE they doing in a studio library - studying?

The Truman Show

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